Twenty billion thoughts a day
Being chased by one moment that wont go away
My throat closes and my mind starts to race
That bit of evil can always keep pace
I take to my feet out running my fear
Cause it hasn’t proved helpful to reach for a beer
Pill or powder liquid or smoke
The demon is coming my pain will evoke
I look frozen but I am actually raging inside
The madness behind my eyes it does hide
Jealous and envy for your normal life
My soul cries out drowning with rife
I choose every next moment exhausted and dull
Nothing ever happens yet my mind is so full
My neurons are jumping one over the next
Enveloping are memories out of context
A trigger has now become my biggest fear
Like demons inside my memories sear
I jump at sound and cringe when anyone walks by
The devil surrounds me I wish I could fly
One moment in time has shattered my soul
One moment in time is my only goal
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